I feel I must be pretty boring to be around
I feel I must be pretty crazy to have no friends wishing I get found
I lost all my notebooks
I had a feeling what I wrote down was holding me down anyway
Feel's so strange not on be on my way
I'm in the A town now
I feel fine with my defeat I hope that's the way it sounds
I feel fine with my defeat I hope that's the way it sounds

It's the golden hour
I can feel the power coursing through me
I don't see grass
I see flowers
Stranger, pass me the doobie
I can get to where I need to be
Where I'm going
I don't need to know what the destination means to me
Bitch I am rolling in your vehicle
Ride that bitch like it's stolen
And yeah I'm motherfucking fickle
You wouldn't shoot me if you knew the knowledge that I'm holding
Don't tempt me to free your blood from your body
Watch you bleed into the concrete
The hour is golden
All my debts and insecurities are forgotten for a moment

The colors are vibrant like me
The air is warm like me
Street lights coming into their own
My street life is gone cuz now I am grown
And right now nothing got me thrown
Nobody on this bus really want to talk to me
I'm talking anyway
I'm sure they think this shit is annoying
But I'm on my way
This the happiest I been in recent memory
Nobody on this bus really want to talk to me
I'm talking anyway
I ain't really worth the fuss
Soon as I reach the peak I want to walk to the sea
I know this but
I'm walking anyway
I'm walking anyway
I'm walking anyway
All my debts and insecurities are forgotten for a moment
All my debts and insecurities are forgotten for a moment
All my debts and insecurities are forgotten for a moment

The night falls in around me
Keep my mind and my blade handy
Discard the shards of my personality
I got extra
I feel like I'm finally getting back to who I used to be
Satisfied
Satisfied
Satisfied
Sleep on this park bench like I'm civilized
I feel good to be alive
I feel good at being alive
I don't know why
I don't care what the fuck I find
I'm fine with me
I'm fine with that
I ain't got shit on my mind but it's still filthy
I'm fine with me
I'm fine with that
A chapter comes to a close like
Jerome cumming in her clothes that night
And I'm faster when I fast
I don't want a bite
Your laugh tells me your a dog with no bark and no bite
Self destruct and make the sky bright
Self destruct and make the sky bright
Self destruct and make the sky bright

You can't hold me down
You can't make me turn around

Look at what I found finally found some finality
Watch the world get down to the sound of your decaying memory

Turn it up loud
What's that playing out your phone?
Turn it up loud
What's that he say? They ran him out of house and home?
Turn it up loud
Turn it up loud
Turn it up loud
Turn it up loud
Turn it up loud
Turn it up loud
Turn it up loud
Turn it up loud
Turn it up loud
Turn it up loud